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If you’re feeling frightened about what comes next… Don’t.
Embrace the uncertainty.
Allow it to lead you places.
Be brave as it challenges you to exercise both your heart and
your mind as you create your own path towards happiness.
Don’t waste time with regret.
Spin wildly into your next action.
Enjoy the present – each moment as it comes
– because you’ll never get another one quite like it.
And if you should ever look up and find yourself lost,
simply take a breath and start over.
Retrace your steps and go back to the purest place in your heart,
where your hope lives.
You’ll find your way again.

- Julia Brown, Everwood

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The day started with a bad shot. Not only one but had quite a number of bad shots this morning. That's what the barrista said when she was preparing those espresso shots on my drink. I decided the day to get my morning cafeine fix care of starbucks. I'm not quite a fan of expensive coffees I usually get to drink this just to avail of the planner.. Coffee today is brought to you by starbucks, for free! Yeah, I decided to use that customer invoice which I luckily got when I bought the last coffee for the planner. I just don't know if I'm just feeling lucky or it's just coincidences. Last time I won a shirt through raffle when we watched a play. Maybe I should try to get a lottery ticket. Haha. Who knows....

It's the start of a new PLW cycle. Woohooo. Teehee. Finally. Something to fill me spiritually during mid-week. And wednesdays would mean no OT day.

It's been 11 days since the start of the year yet I haven't posted anything remarkable about the recent year or a new years resolution. Perhaps one of these days I could write some.

Well, Everything is just beginning to unfold. My life journey this year started with a week of sleepless nights and restless days. And Oh! I must say, I've been quite busy and it's just eleven days since 2012 started. But I guess those sleepless nights made it's purpose. Gave me a quiet time to think about some of the most important things.

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Saw this Play at RCBC plaza auditorium last friday. It's Rob Becker's defending the caveman. Starring Joel Trinidad, the play shows until next week. Was lucky enough to have a good offer, a donation for the sendong victims for a ticket. You are the one to decide how much you'd donate. Hehe. Now I realize the value of generosity. Donated for a seat orchestra side wohoo. And was lucky enough to be drawn as a winner care of the sponsor.

I'd like to thank an ever supportive friend for the info and for inviting. Thanks so much for the uplifting words and the prayers. She even insisted that I invite HER out for the play says "the perfect date play". Too bad she can't join us for the show.

The play was informative yet at the same time funny. I was laughing out loud almost all of the time. The show talked about differences, between man and woman. Yup, you heard it right! I must say that it was a very good show. All the things He said was true. I could atest to that through experience. I even had flashbacks as I try to process the words. But it's just hard to do such things when you're laughing at the same time. haha. Overall I say it's a much watch show. XD

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Went out to lunch with a good friend and her sister today. Good thing I was able to file an extended lunch with ease last tuesday. Yey, now everything seems really different in the office. Hope it last till forever and not only regarding time offs but also with vacation leaves as well. harhar. :D

My friend says it's a blind date or something like "kaishao" as they call it in chinese. But then kaishao is more than just like a blind date. I don't know how to explain what it really means. Argh, but the thing is somehow it's like introducing you to a potential partner in life. Well it's an honor to be a candidate but then there are just some things that I needed to clear up with my friend. I needed to tell her that I would still meet her and her sister, nothing wrong to have an additional friend in you life, and that my intentions are purely friendship. Also, I ended up telling her that I have commited myself to someone else, eventhough I haven't had any thought or guarantee what the future entails with this lovely lady. I think it's better to clear everything to this friend of mine before she finds out later and might end up getting the wrong idea.

On the other hand, It was nice to meet her sister. Thank you ladies for the food and the company,  I had a great and wonderful time. Thank God for a new found friend.

Important thought of the day. Choose people over things, relationships over work.

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It's hard to keep feelings at bay, though you try to keep everything as it is. Somehow, unexpected things tend to happen. Must have been coincidences but then I never believed in such. Oh I hate this part. The part wherein you feel like your head is going to explode. Much like your heart pounding very hard on your chest as if it wants to just go out in the open.

I wonder if she has read it. I wonder if she knew. I wonder of all them in the list, why have i choosen you. Answers are hard to get by, but i know this one is true. Somehow this feeling have developed into much more than friendship, and with that I am experiencing a great deal of hardship.

Sometimes I feel up, sometimes I feel down. Much like a wheel, a wheel sized like that of 1 peso coin. I haven't felt like this before. It was never like this in the past. Yes, there's always a hint of fear but not like this one. It was my first time to do something like that and I never thought that I would end up in an unexplainable state of mind. Not confused but that feeling of fear, excitement, gratefulness, determined, hopeful, happy, gloomy, and awkwardness mixed inside you that you couldn't sleep well or even do the simplest of things.

These stuffs could really make you crazy. Good thing I have Someone to keep things in order. With Him by my side, whatever happens.. I know, it's all for the best. I offer it all to Him.

Peace be with me.. and all of you too.